There are so many things I haven't been able to understand, questions that can probably never be answered. But, that's life. Having questions, not getting answers and learning that it isn't the answer that mattered at all. Not everything can be categorized, not everyone can be labeled, nothing is always as it seems. And that's what makes life interesting, the fact that everything is unpredictable, or at least the best things are spontaneous and not thought out.



Never having plans, making them late is always the best way to go about things. I can never make plans way in advance, they usually fall through. Stay up late, sleep in even later, eat when you feel like it, dance like no one is watching, don't be afraid to sing when you have a song stuck in your head, tap a beat, jump around, skip to the lou, jump and grab leaves, twirl around, don't be afraid to say hi and make friends, I'm not even sure who this list is addressing anymore. Am I giving advice to myself or whoever reads this? I have no clue, but regardless that is how a life should be lived. Every moment as if it was your last.



Every thought as if it was the most important in the world, Every action as if it will impact millions. And that's the thing, life is about impacting people, making an impression, altering a life. If you don't do that and only cause misery and woe where ever you go in an effort to make people feel the way you feel, you are only contributing and causing pointless emotions. Why would you want to spread negative energy? Smile at people, say hello, it might make someone's day all that much better. Acknowledge people if you see them. My mom always avoids people she knows when she sees them in stores. Smile say hello,



even if you don't know their name, they probably don't know yours either and so what, I always have conversations with people that have NOTHING to do with names or anything of the matter. When you run into someone over three times in your life, in places you would never expect, you should probably be friends with them because coincidences like that are hard to come by and I think the cosmos are trying to tell you something if that happens. Just something, nothing specific, you'll probably end up being super good friends, and yes my adjectives were just a little weird, that's the point. Making mistakes, describing things in your own way, standing outside of the crowd,



routing for your own team or no team at all. Never be afraid to have an opinion and if you don't you do not have to force one, it's perfectly fine to not have an opinion at all.



Stay true to who you love, don't give up on people if you barely know them, don't assume anything by just a first or second or third encounter with them. If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend you should only care about them, you shouldn't claim other people. Don't go looking for anything better, having that kind of mindset makes you reckless and only hurts other people. Be cautious with who you love, but don't be afraid of saying or accepting that you do in fact love them. Never tell anyone especially someone you care about that they make you depressed; this has been done to me, it's not okay. Don't overanalyze a situation, thinking too deeply only make things easier to misconstrue.

Don't waste your life worrying about things that can't be prevented. Don't waste it making other people angry. Don't hold grudges, mistakes happen, you learn from them, forgive and then forget the best you can. Believe what you want, accept your opinions. If you smoke, smoke, don't say every time you pick up a cig that you should quit. Own it, it's your choice and while you may pay for it later, know that it is what you want to do or are capable of doing and that's that.

Grow and Love and Learn from everything and everyone around you. Smile and Laugh every chance you get. Don't frown too often, being sad is contagious and it's not good to have a room full of sad people. There is always a way out, a brighter day, a lighter side, a reason, and while you may say idk most of the time you do know, you just don't want to say so.

That is just how life is, how it should be, how I see it.

~Julia

wow,
so i kinda forgot i even had a livejournal. but, i'm here. i've been filling out mass amount of college applications and actually attempted to write my college essay. it's coming along. and once i finish finding my scanner, i'll scan my latest doodle onto here. lol i actually kinda like it. i'm so tired. and as i wait for furuba and immortal rain come out, i have my bestest friends to keep my company and amused. =] i would list you all loves, but i'm pressed for time. it's 7:48am and school is going to be starting in a couple minutes. for all of you that read this, thanks for listening. if you are stalking me, GET AWAY!
rofl
bye bye,
Julia

MIDTERMS ARE ONVER AND I CAN NO LONGER CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT!
watever things my mom told me yersterday that made me question if i wish to continue my life are gone those feelings are now replaced by utter happiness and of course hope.. hope that one day i won't be so stressed out that i will have to tourture myself in my sleep. hope that one day i will be strong enough to leave from my parents and tell them i don't give a damn if they live or die. hope that one day i won't have to see the faces of people that i know don't actually care about me... i just hope... i know i don't have to worry about going far from my family because i know i'll do that. wow i soundso incredibly like i'm going to commit suicide.. i would never.. im just stressed is all...

i have recently become addicted to roleplaying!!! it's so fun!!! i especially like roleplaying furuba characters with yutaya!! XD.. fun fun!! anyway school is stressful and i don't understand my physics teacher... i need a tutor.. big time.. could someone help... i have a test monday i can't fail... X/

Julia

complete boredum has lead me to create a bunch of icons.. of various things mainly furuba... i would post them all but that'd take forever.. plus i have no clue how to lj cut stuff.. =( sadly... i have done absolutely nothing this past ummm summer... nothing at all.. i have not talked to any of my friends.. no one has called.. me and all i kept thinking of is buying furuba mangas with the ___ amount of money i have made so far baby sitting.. any how... ummmm.. yeah thats it for now..